Yes. I had it. Triple-Negative Breast Cancer.
I can’t seem to recall the specifics because I seem to be in a state of avoidance lately.
April 17th will be my second anniversary of being released from active treatment.
I have an appointment- a routine follow-up appointment – on Monday, with the surgeon who performed my double mastectomy.
I feel guilty somewhat.
I’m going on with my life like it never happened.
And yet, my perspective has changed.
And yet, I get resentful sometimes of how it has changed me.
And I feel weird
And I avoid
And I feel pressure
This is a glimpse, a very small, millisecond, glimpse into my brain, when I think about cancer….